mrityuanjay

Oh Karna! the valiant warrior

Hark! as Krishna commands :

Cut through the haze now and

Let victory -

as she waits for you to claim her,

be your sweet companion.

Make her your faithful partner

and She will be an obedient wife to you

May the great blessings of glory be with you

Oh! the righteous one

May your dharma pay up now....

Stand up

for these are the times

for the promised redemption

what is a prayer?

prayer is fundamentally different from hankering- is it not?
say it and leave it...leave all thought
faith shall be like a scaffold to it

hankering should end, it must. its like a monster that raises its head again and again and again like the ten headed demon.
i know its this that is the root of pain as Buddha had concluded
sai nath the great master advised for
...sabuuree...aur shraddha

a tribute

i remember him for his 'typical moustache'
everyone remebered him as that
i also remebered him because he would distribute sweets/candies to all the children, and would almost always give to grown ups too
i remebered him because he would go round the whole lenghth of the train, making it all such a collective and jouyous ocassion


'that uncle ji' passed away few days back

i do feel that in a way i am being unfair- or am i?
but this time i have to take a stand which is in MY favour.
i dont want to get into any lafda as of now.
i am too happy to be this way
i remember what namita ranganathan once mentioned in MH class. infact i was the only one who took that stand and while the whole class looked at me with expressions of disbelief, namita did come out openly in my support. ....
after a while, if it begins to take a toll on you- step back. this is the best i can do. i have to realize the worth of all things and their stability.

what buggs me

i care for others, continue to do so even when i am hurt because of them. it buggs me because i am not able to love for loving sake. why do i expect returns.
i know the day i can really love and not expect the other person to respond it would stop hurting.
it is simple actually- i love because i like to but what i should guard against is the parallel desire to be loved back. now why should that be? hmm mmm then this is not pure love as yet.

dukh main sumiran sabb karen, sukh main kare na koi---jo sukh main sumiran kare to dukh kaahe ko hoye

black exists because there is white we have been happy that is why we know what sad feels like. its a circle

i am in love!!!!

i am in love with myself!!!!
well, the self is simple and that is why complex. in this upside down- topsy turvy world, simple is complex. or its complex being simple???? hmmmm
whatever, i am happy.